How I Spent My Winter Existence

by Squalor

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A song off of our upcoming LP entitled Brain Dead Generation Recorded, Mixed, and Slayed by SLAM!


We live to support who we are.
As strangers we are the reason we fail miserably.
Just give it a week, and I'll forget the way you speak to me.
Just give it a year, and I'll forget how you smile.

We painted our future in black in gray,
so we weren't disappointed in the choices we made.
We silenced our dreams, they're collecting dust.
We've given up.

We used to depend on each other.
I was saved from your spit covered lies.
I was hoping for better times.
But I'm giving up.

We are shattered glass.
No hope, our time has passed.
Someone else's problems I'm not a part of,
I've given up.

I've given up.


released July 29, 2016
Extra vocals from Paul of AKIRA fame, who is also an A.F.I. enthusiast, and we miss him dearly as he lives a way cool life on the other side of the country.



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