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This song is about a very personal subject that I've been too afraid to open up about for a long time. I hope you understand that even at your lowest, you're not alone.
lyrics
I can't keep pushing forward all alone,
driving my friends away is the only place I can call home.
I've been wanting you to talk to me,
the way you used to talk to me.
But have you seen me?
A shell of what I used to be.
Beaten down and in misery.
You broke me.
And I don't think I can see your face again.
I've been sad for so long
I forgot
How it felt
to be alive.
What's the point anyway?
Where were you when I needed you most?
the endless nights crying and losing hope.
Oh god I needed you, and you just left me here like dying trees
I guess you're sick of me too.
Why wouldn't you be sick of me?
Even I'm sick of me.
I've been dragging my shadow,
like regrets through the mud.
I can't keep living like this,
when will I have enough?
Lying to myself saying I'm worth it.
I drove my father away,
I can't help to think that nobody loves me.
We're running on empty
Can't you see where all dying out?
There's nothing left inside of me.
credits
released August 28, 2018
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by Trey Hanawalt at Lost State Recordings.