Catch me falling down.
I'm not letting go,
I've been dreaming of a life without me.
A life not living.
I'm stuck in the same routine,
Scared of living scared of my dreams.
I can't get myself out of bed without dying inside.
I'm not bright,
I'm not our future,
I'm the reason,
We shouldn't exist.
I can't catch up,
To the fleeting feeling of failure.
I can see it now, A life without,
No fear of doubt, no fear of being forgotten.
I'm getting sick to my stomach,
From all of the awful shit that I stomach,
I'm being punished.
We are not the result of the choices we make.
We are just the lies we create wrapped in mistakes.
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